Friday, July 21, 2006 @8:47 pm
tired.... so tired of every thing... tired of the board... tired of the rehearsals.... tired of getting bad grades...
did so badly for chem test... my A1 dropped in MYEs and now dropped to a C6... am i doing very badly?? i really very sad... of all the subjects... why chem...
then there was the board... i really sick of being in class com... sick of the class not bothering abt the board... i was realli very touched when Candice came over and gave us ideas... touched when Gayle and Germaine and Lin Yu helped in the morning... and then there was Si Lan, Sandy, Amanda and myself yesterday doing the board...im glad its over...
then today got rehearsal... left class at 11:20... then full-dress.... quite tiring... dunno lah... but i realli feel like giving up... my parents refuse to go... im still mad at them...
sometimes i realli fell like giving up one of these days... the teachers juz keep giving tests... then still got 'O' level this yr... then i keep missing tuition... then my piano also... plus i dun haf much time to prac... piano practical and theory both this yr.... then got the concert... i cant skip cca to complete my work or all the practice wld be wasted...
dunno lah... my life is juz in a mess....
-mag
i'm so tired of wearing a mask... i'm so tired of acting... i want to cry out loud... i want you to know... but i cant do anything...