Monday, January 29, 2007 @6:52 pm
i am in a bad mood. no thanx to those idiots.
we have been using that classroom for like the past dunno how many weeks AND years. and today YOU ppl decide to use it. fine. we let you. but did you ppl have to use it until like AFTER 5?? isnt it very long?? SO MUCH to talk about rite?? WATEVA!!
forget it. so sad larh. Xu Wei Lun passed away. very pretty. maybe u feel i am copying wat the newpaper says larh. but she really hen you QI ZHI. very pretty gurl. such a pity larh.
lately keep dealing with this issue: DEATH. maybe i am a very sentimental person larh. but sumtimes i wonder why life is so 无奈. it is not tat i am afraid of dying. 人都会生老病死. but i juz 放不下这段感情. i juz cannot accept the fact tat one moment she was still living, the next moment she leaves us. maybe crying out makes us feel better. but why is it that after crying i only feel like crying summore. sumtimes i think back and regret. i noe i shld haf showered more concern. but i dunno how. i duuno how to tell her i love her.
i dunno how...maybe death is good for her. at least she didnt have to suffer anymore. but i dun want her to leave. i really dun want. she's gone. i noe she's gone. but i want her back. i really want her back... i will give up many things to haf her back. anything. including my grades. but i noe she dun want me to do tat. if time can turn back, i wld haf done sum things another way. i noe i will. i dun want to live in regret anymore. i wan to make her proud.
I WILL.-mag x(
i will make her proud. i noe she was proud of me when i preformed at the esplanade. i will make her even prouder. i noe i will.